Pregnancy

Pushing to the Limit

At 34 weeks pregnant, I have it all. I’ve felt really good, I’m still working full-time, and I’m maintaining the same life that I’ve always had…for the most part. 

What I didn’t realize is how much I’ve become my own worst enemy. I push myself too hard, I have perfectionist standards, and I beat myself to a pulp with high expectations for my physical and mental health. I am now becoming drained and exhausted and on edge. 

This whole experience is one of the most amazing things I’ve ever been through. What my body is able to do, create, and maintain is absolutely stunning. Unfortunately, I haven’t given my body a break. I’ve been angry, I’ve been upset, and overall frustrated with all the “normal” symptoms that come with pregnancy. It has made me question having more children in the future…but that decision is far too touchy and hormonal for right now.

With just 6 short weeks to go, I feel like I’m barely holding on yet I’ve made it so far.